13 days till Christmas and I am dreading it so much as I don't want to go down to your house on Christmas morning and not be greeted you either sitting in your chair or coming out of the kitchen with your face half shaved haha I know we have to do it but I really don't want to as your names not going to be on our presents or have been so neatly wrapped by you xx xx i wish we was setting a place for you at the top of the dinner table and pulling a cracker with you as now I have no one to do that with as you and me always sat next to each other and now I don't have anyone xxx